Homagadddd, Chuck Norris

"Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits."

"If paper beats rock, rock beats scissors, and scissors beats paper, what beats all 3 at the same time? Answer: Chuck Norris."

I was so bored today that I watched Wanda Sykes being all black and read random Chuck Norris facts.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_wWJ-_4uSY

Watch her watch her and laugh your butt off.

I need a journey to know that i'm still sane.

Fever

Packing bags and running away isn't going to help. 

Maybe, just maybe.

Defending myself and showing who I really am.

Maybe, just maybe.

People will love for who I am.

Maybe, just maybe.

I won't try to run and hide all the time.

Maybe, just maybe.

I'm being delusional.

Off to class and back to reality. 

To The Lady Residing In The Big Fat Apple

Siren,

I would like to start my post by stating the reason to why I had deleted my very sociable page. Just recently. Do you ever get the feeling where you'll always be never good enough?
Not to mention, the amplifications of unnecessary dramas splattered all over.
And how awesome their lives are with extra visual aids.
Nah, I am done.
So here I am. A post especially for you.

Before deleting, I did catch a glimpse of your post to me =)
It made me smirked, snickered and giggled.
I told youuuuu it was addictive!!! I told you soooooo!!
Now hum it and play it on the piano or guitar or any instrument your hands can grab.
You seem to be talented at everything. I am like your biggest fan!!! Ahhh!
But not big enough to do "I'm the king of the world" at the edge of the ferry *coughs*

Well, my life here.. has its ups and downs. I hope you're doing fine on the other side.
The other day, I had another test. This time, biology. I don't get why do I keep getting Biology lecturers that just wants to PMS at my face.
With this test, it was Mendelian Genetics in all its glory. And my head was practically rocking to this tune,

Yea, but are you gettin' it?Armageddon it! Oooo, really gettin' it?Yes, Armaggedon it! You try comin' on when you need someBut then you don't 'cos you already did Yeah, you jangle your GENES while your shakin' ya And drive the pretty PEAS outta their heads You got it, but are you gettin' it? 

And, ka boom!! I bloody armageddon the test!!! 

I think I need a break. This is me on better days.

I hope you're doing fine and stay awesome. Love you. Take care. Eat your meals, FYI its three times a day. Hahahahahahaha. I'm here for you always whenever you need me.

Call me, beep me if you wanna reach me. I'm Ashreen Impossible. Heh.

Maybe

I'm just a little scared inside

and the scars within will hold on to me

for as long as I live.

Maybe,

all we need is a little light in the darkness.

An apologetic post. sincerely.

Girl : I am sorry. I am sorry for starting a fight or an argument or whatever you would want to call it. The very origin of my fear comes from scars within. I have issues with trust and people. I am sorry if I ever made you felt as though you're never good enough. I just wish you were here again to make me feel better and to fall asleep with a smile. I am sorry. I hate my emotions. I hate me too. I am sorry. I guess you never want to talk to me again. I am sorry. I hope you're happy wherever you are. *sigh*

Her eyes wide opened and she gasps hard and deep. It was just a nightmare nothing more. But why did it feel like forever? Why her? Why everything has to fall apart? What if the nightmare was her whole life? She wasn't the pretty sort. She was a loner. She hid behind words. No one ever gave her a second glance of hope and faith. She was all alone in those nightmares. She was cheated on and played to the benefits of others. Her heart shattered to pieces and her family turn their backs as they were in their own nightmares chasing the truth.

After 20 years of living in those nightmares, waking up is as bad as living the life she had in her nightmare. Waking up and trying to find a fresh start is difficult to do. Why was she dragged here? What is the purpose of living when you know you were never meant to walk and breathe like everyone else? What if everything you have seen is a lie? Where do you go?

These questions will never be eradicated internally.

To watch you walk out the door years ago was heart wrecking. My heart sank so low that i gave it away it so easily to a stranger. A stranger who then robbed me of my dignity and pride. You said that you were tired of your high flying flamboyant life. Where did you really go?

How i looked up to you?

A role model when i didn't even know how you looked till i was 4 years old.

I should have seen the signs that you were always going to be gone and far away.

I don't miss you. I wished you were a person that i could miss.

That i could hold onto and rely on. 

There you go again. Gone in the wind once more. 

And here i am left with all your mess...