Her eyes wide opened and she gasps hard and deep. It was just a nightmare nothing more. But why did it feel like forever? Why her? Why everything has to fall apart? What if the nightmare was her whole life? She wasn't the pretty sort. She was a loner. She hid behind words. No one ever gave her a second glance of hope and faith. She was all alone in those nightmares. She was cheated on and played to the benefits of others. Her heart shattered to pieces and her family turn their backs as they were in their own nightmares chasing the truth.

After 20 years of living in those nightmares, waking up is as bad as living the life she had in her nightmare. Waking up and trying to find a fresh start is difficult to do. Why was she dragged here? What is the purpose of living when you know you were never meant to walk and breathe like everyone else? What if everything you have seen is a lie? Where do you go?

These questions will never be eradicated internally.