To watch you walk out the door years ago was heart wrecking. My heart sank so low that i gave it away it so easily to a stranger. A stranger who then robbed me of my dignity and pride. You said that you were tired of your high flying flamboyant life. Where did you really go?

How i looked up to you?

A role model when i didn't even know how you looked till i was 4 years old.

I should have seen the signs that you were always going to be gone and far away.

I don't miss you. I wished you were a person that i could miss.

That i could hold onto and rely on. 

There you go again. Gone in the wind once more. 

And here i am left with all your mess...