;) if i am able to do this to you, is it really love or just for fun?

So many people gonna say that they want you, 
To try to get you thinking they really care, 
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one who has put in the time and you know he's gonna be there, 
Back your border when she knows someone crossed it, 
Don't let nobody put you down, who you're with 
Take the pain of protecting your name, from the crutch to the cane to the high wire 

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better, 
Fell for the woman just when I met her, 
Took my sweet time when i was bitter, 
Someone understands, 
And she knows how to treat a fella right, 
Give me that feeling every night, 
Wants to make love when i wanna fight, 
Now someone understand me, 
I'm in love with a girl

Out the many broken back doors and windows, 
Through the valley of the love of the lost, 
Is a hole that is cut through the souls falling down 
from the thrones without needing any windows, 
But you found inner peace for the moment, 
The moment was over in time, 
Then its gone the hit and run the dipless one has a short life 

In Love and Lost At A Place Called Manhattan

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

just another misty morning.

she stares out of her window wondering why she has not move out of her comfort zone.maybe its just her being afraid of the little things.if she only knew what it was like to have her heart broken to pieces before falling for him.holding on tightly to memories of the yesteryears,she walked out of her house and into a pebbled path.here they drew their hearts on tree barks.it was here when he looked into her brown eyes and told her those three words she had long to hear.on that same path, she would run with him to the lake and lie on the ground.he would hold her hand and tell her how he went all the way to the other side of the universe to get her a young star on the milky way.they lie there till the sun woke them up and told them the other stars had gone to rest.

she sits on a fallen tree bark and writes in her journal.she had lost her soul to him.why did he have to go when it was him that she only wanted?their dreams,hopes and everything else shattered when he was diagnosed with brain tumor.

boy: i have to undergo the surgery.
girl: how about your memories...
boy: i would lose them and slowly fade away..
girl: *sobs* i have no one else.you promised to stay with me.you said forever...
boy: i am always with you.*kisses her on the forehead*
girl: *hugs him* you promised....

he promised...that was all she could think about. she walked and lay on the same spot where they had always lied.she felt as if the ground behind her neck was hard.she got up and looked what it was.

there it was a box with her name on it.as she opened it, she knew he never really left her.

"on january 12th,i told her that she was mine"
"on february 13th,we went out and she looked beautiful"
"on march 15th,i bought her a star and she smiled because she knew i could if it was possible"

she read all their memories and let herself tear out all the pain.

he had never left.he was always with her.she only had to know where to find it again.