soul-mate.

once upon a time, there lived a girl. not just some plain jane but an exotic creature that could stop tracks of any being on earth. incredibly talented but so full of sorrow. her head spins faster than the speed of light. her souls shines as bright as any young star in the universe. bursting with incredibly loud words that would make anyone think twice before saying it. i have always been timid of her. i guess its just her. to cross her path and be kindred spirits was an absurd idea. in the end, it happened. i only can thank god because god has sent me someone who gave me hope that i will never be alone.

alia'a, you are my saviour.
do you know that?

p.s: i am glad that you are doing fine and i am always here...i mean like not really beside you..more like i will always be intact in your head and soul. I AM ALWAYS THERE JUST NOT IN PERSON.

p.s.s: mwahahah.if we were married....your husband would die of jealousy and mine would put ME in theraphy for thinking i am a lesbian.

blue skies

swimming through the currents, being left alone to fly through stormy clouds. she doesn't give up hope. she goes on searching home. home... as her thoughts were the only companion that reminded her to breathe right. struggling to find what it means to be herself. she has lost all virtues and dreams along the way. oblivion broken pieces... there is no way of picking up from where she had left. her only option is to move forward. alone and longing to know the truth. is it to late to make up for all the wrong? where were her angels? why aren't they with her? 

if she only  knew that sometimes we have to look deep down into our souls to get clarity.

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empty photo frames
empty souls with empty words
empty minds intact in an empty body

will someone save me from having to think so much..
i can't answer my own questions..
i need time and so do you

time has been speeding up.as i enter a new phase of life, i am afraid of falling and failing. exchanging of words and hands occur without feelings and emotions. could this be it? a revelation to all disagreements. i would never know. just cause i am who i am, it does not mean i can't be the alpha bitch who somewhat only knows how to get what she wants and extinguish every helping flame that lit the way to success.

escaping into the endless universe would be a much better idea.

joe and his latest hat trick.click it and enjoy.

walk down memory lane and put everything into a time capsule.

Of all the things I believe in 
I just want to get it over with 
tears from behind my eyes 
but I do not cry 
Counting the days that past me by 

I've been searching deep down in my soul 
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old 
Looks like I'm starting all over again 
The last three years were just pretend and I say 

Goodbye to you 
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew 
You were the one I love 
The one thing that I tried to hold on to 

I still get lost in your eyes 
And it seems like I can't live a day without you 
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away 
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right 

Goodbye to you 
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew 
You were the one I loved 
The one thing that I tried to hold on to 

Ohhh yeah 
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time 
I want whats yours and I want whats mine 
I want you but I'm not giving in this time 

Goodbye to you 
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew 
You were the one I loved 
The one thing that I tried to hold on to 
The one thing that I tried to hold on to 

Goodbye to you 
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew 
You were the one I loved 
The one thing that I tried to hold on to 

We the stars fall and I lie awake 
Your my shooting star 


p.s. just checked out youtube and michelle branch has a new song!!updated a week ago!!haih..its called what don't kill ya!!omg *squels like a pig*

A guilt not necessary

yesterdays are full of sorrow and pain.
shattered pieces blown into dust.
letting bygones be bygones is never easy.
saying sorry and cheating with all your might, i can see right through you.
i lied because i love you and i still do.
i cannot bare the lies...let me be alone.
a lone wolf, i shall forever be.
i will tilt my head to the moon and tear my heart out.

as long as i breathe, i won't let you pass my shield.
you mess with the wrong hurricane.

words slipping and rolling of my tongue like careless whispers

freeze time and let me enter a void of emptiness and silence just so that i can remember how to inhale and exhale accordingly.

*imagine me sitting cross legs like how those yoga lovers meditate*

today,i shall breathe right.

today,i shall refrain from getting angry.

today,i shall hug friends that i adore and love.

today,i shall send a message to my parents telling them how i much love them.

today,i shall get my information paper on grass done.

today,i shall smile even when people hurt me.

today,i shall strum my guitar the right way.

today,i shall tell my alia'a that everyone is screwed and no one is perfect.

today,i shall run and gain my speed once again.

today,i shall dance to my heart's content and demand my body to be graceful once again.

today,i shall be frugal for my future.

today,i shall open new chapters in my life and not regret my actions.

today,i shall laugh as much as i breathe.

today,i shall appreciate those that have been there for me.

today,i shall love honestly and truly.

today,i shall live my life and not for others.

today,i shall change my destiny.

today,i shall gather my strength and scream out every pain.

today,i shall not succumb to hypocrites and cynicals.

today is my starry night of hope and painted dreams.

*snaps back to reality*

lets get all these shits done.