Heartbreaks in the morning.

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.
Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
-fallen

It was just another day

but somehow today made me realised that,

why do we argue?
why couldn't we put up with our differences?
why couldn't we agree?
why didn't we give each other respect?
why didn't we do so?
why didn't try to smile and get along?
why did we have to make problems when there wasn't anything?
why didn't we try yo sit and talk it out?
why?

Today i sat there watching all of you smiling and laughing after so long. The magic was there a long time ago but we couldn't catch the sparkles before. Maybe it was cause we were to busy being an individual. My way or the highway kind of attidude.

To know you is a gift

3rd March 2011

You are my shining star
You could be my everything
But i know i wouldn't fall so easily for you
I will give a chance for us
But all i want is normal
I don't need you to impress me
You already did when you tried to talk to me so hard
You took a year or so to know mw
You take me by surprise everyday
Can't help drowning in your love

Can't lie

20th August 2011

Today, he drew me a picture. You can't see it but between those fine lines of pencil stains and sketches, it was there. He drew his love to me. And it was in that moment, i wanted a brighter future. In that future, he would be with me. Such thoughts are dangerous to the soul. It can create craters abd aftermath disasters. Somehow, i am less afraid. I'd rather cherish and love those little memoirs that he has given. So chivalry. So honest. However, my past taunts my deeply wounded soul. I have the gift of doubting but there he stands still and stuck around. He even dealt with it. "I can't handle you but i know i care for you"

Home is where the heart is,

..but how come my heart's beating way too fast and afraid of stepping back to where i had once belong.

It's not everyday people fall in love
It's not everyday someone gets angry
It's not everyday people cry
It's not everyday things go your way
It's not everyday there will be precious memories to hold onto
It's not everyday where family and friends laugh and know that you belong right there.

But,
Somehow,
I just know that things do last forever because time cannot diminish how I feel about every precious pearls that I had found.

Time

Are you afraid?
Are you resilient to this?
Are you scared to the point of giving up?
Are you losing hope?
Are you losing your mind?
Are you sane to make sense?
Aren't you the one that doubt everything and everyone?
You were, weren't you?