stronger

did i intimidate?

please know that was not on purpose.
i have no intention of being loud and annoying.

did i touch a nerve?

i would't EVER apologise for the lack of uncontrolled sarcasm.
its what you do that catalyse my need to say and act.

did you ever heard of billy joe's honesty.

honesty is such a lonely word and its all i ever need from you.


i do not tolerate two-faced snakes,two-tongued lizards and backstabbers.

oh my *looks out the window* its a pretty sunday

fluffy clouds passes by my window and greets hello briskly before moving along. trees sway from left to right waving and tells everyone to have a nice day. Oh My Pretty Sunday, i hate laying in my bed on such a beautiful day. I long to run with my inner child and smile. To watch and to know that every piece of me is not as shattered as i thought it was. My heart can only handle a certain extend of truth and honesty. Anything more, a shield appears and i cry with all my strength. Hurt me and i die slowly in the inside. To even have faith in fairy tales don't come easy anymore. I am afraid of hurting. Oh My Pretty Sunday, why must it be all tears...why does it hurt on a beautiful day?

i am a mess

i am clumsy

i am naive

i am fragile

i am docile

i am gullible

i am in love with your ways.

kill me?

another smile project

;) if i am able to do this to you, is it really love or just for fun?

So many people gonna say that they want you, 
To try to get you thinking they really care, 
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one who has put in the time and you know he's gonna be there, 
Back your border when she knows someone crossed it, 
Don't let nobody put you down, who you're with 
Take the pain of protecting your name, from the crutch to the cane to the high wire 

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better, 
Fell for the woman just when I met her, 
Took my sweet time when i was bitter, 
Someone understands, 
And she knows how to treat a fella right, 
Give me that feeling every night, 
Wants to make love when i wanna fight, 
Now someone understand me, 
I'm in love with a girl

Out the many broken back doors and windows, 
Through the valley of the love of the lost, 
Is a hole that is cut through the souls falling down 
from the thrones without needing any windows, 
But you found inner peace for the moment, 
The moment was over in time, 
Then its gone the hit and run the dipless one has a short life 

In Love and Lost At A Place Called Manhattan

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?