can't think straight

i had played on the field
i had debated all the way to kuching
i completed every assignment on time
i studied without any disturbance
and yet i still feel incomplete.

i am stronger but broken.

i miss the old not the new.

i wonder if i ever did cross your mind because my memory of the old keeps replaying....

sibling rivalry

do u have siblings?do u argue with them frequently and make up with them instantly?well i do.see the girl in the picture.yeap!thats my sister!the one and only that i have.she means the world to me.yes we do fight but that does not mean we can't be the best of friends.

eventhough she calls me a bitch in public,i would smile and laugh or just ignore.

"hey bitch,which detergent do you want?"

"hey bitch,i like your phone!"

"hey bitch,what are you wearing?"

"hey bitch,answer me quickly!"

yes,that is how we communicate.

in the end,i just want to protect her from anything sinister but i think she would be fine without me.she got a bigger and larger cynical mouth and she is a sadistic.hehe.not all the time.just sometimes when she needs to.

all i want her to know is that i am always here for her through good and bad times.

Finding Sharada

Recently i decided that i had enough of my previous blog,contemplatingcreations.blogspot.i deleted it and opened this one.this blog will be more full of thoughts,dirty little secrets,photos,poems and anything i can think of.i need a blank canvas to write and draw my emotions.something i can share with the world.i am still human.letting go is never easy to deal with but i am moving on.