You know this. You acknowledge it. You never fail to see right through me.
Dear mother,
He wasn't really what i needed and wanted. All he ever did was made sure that i was happy. As long as there is a smile on my face, he was more than contented and happy. Although it took me long to realize and when i did, i adore him. This wasn't suppose to happen and you know that. Mom, he is more than perfect. I am not in love. I am just over the moon that god has blessed me with someone who cares and never questions cause he trusts. Oh mother, we both are feminist. We never let men near our lifes and why? Because we had seen enough how they can wreck and destroy everything we had for them in seconds. Our ability to trust had degraded over the years. We depended on each other for strength and tolerance. Mom, when i brought him to meet you. You seemed delighted and i was over the moon. Mommmmmmmmmmmmmm *batting eyelashes*, i adore him. When i wasn't looking, he was always there. When i pushed him, he pulled back and said ' I will never give up on you'.
Mommmmmmmmmmmm, i need you to know that i 'm going to love right this time. Even if things didn't work out right, at least i knew that i did everything right and it wasn't his or my fault.
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